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broken reality there's no means of escape/ broken reality lookin' to leave this mind-state/ but the more that I leaave the harder it is to come back/ now I'm livin' out these lies that I call my trap/ and I call it that cuz I didn't do this intentionally/ what I now call my trap I used to call my fantasy/ and why do I fantasize in order to leave the reality/ of not being able to relate personally or socially/ sometimes I wonder what it would feel like to be respected/ but until then I'll dream about bein' accepted/ I wonder what it would feel like to be respected

chorus:

all wrong no right no one no sun no light this life this fight I'll hide inside no matter where you go you can't escape what's inside

man somebody get me out of this place/ of lonliness hopelessness depression and disgrace/ at this pace I'm on the verge of self-destruction/ with nothin' to go on but my self instruction/ so what then does that leave me/ I try to communicate with the world, but none of you out there could perceive me/ so instead of words I began to express through action so anger n' rage became my mere satisfaction/ hate fills my being I'm seeing no means of release/ so I escape into my fantasy where I live in peace/ here I can be anybody I want to here I can be anybody I choose to/ here in this place I feel good there's no restriction this place is so good that it's become my addiction

I say I'm not lost but why am I searchin/ I say pain don't fade me but then again why am I hurtin'/ I say I won't show emotion but yet/ I can't hide these eyes that have been stained by tears/ I say I can't be held back but yet I've been in the same place for years/ I say I wanna feel free but somethin' keeps me bound/ I say I wanna go higher but my feet haven't even left the ground/ man I told ya'll I didn't care but then again why is my heart heavy/ I told the world to bring it on but deep down I knew I wasn't ready/ I said I couldn't be deceived meanwhile I'm walking into the same old traps/ I said I couldn't be broke as I watched my world collapse/ as I watch my world collapse/ watch my world collapse

chorus: No matter where you go you can't escape what's inside/ no matter where you go you can't escape what's inside/ no matter where you go you can't escape what's inside/ no matter where I go/ (repeat 1x)